I am canadian citizen with family,but i am totally failed in my life,is there any positive future in my life?

my name is hitendra,birth dt is 25/07/1960,birthplace is surat,gujrat,birthtime is 07/31am,till this age i never settled in any field. of my life.i am diploma in textile.i have been in canada since last 8 years,but i am ping my life very hardly,as a father i am not capable to help my children,i am totally tired of my life.my one relative is calling me in usa,so please focus on my future life,i always watching you in aajtak,i hope you will help me about my future for rest of my life.i will be thankful to you. thanks once again. hitendra.