Please i need advice im confused!!?

ok wel theres this guy ive been tlkin to fur about three or 4 months now and i think im in love with him again..ok so i nvr relly met him but i kno him frum over the phone and all of my friends do too...so theres this feeling i get when i tlk to him and its not too comfortable...ive lied to him so many times and i dont want to be in a relationship where were not totally honest with eachother but i didnt think it wus tht serious en i made the lies because i knew we werent gonna tlk for long so anyway when i first feel in love with him i told him my feelings and he felt the same and as soon as day1 wen we went out my feelings changed i dont know why i jus wasnt comfortable wit him i got pains in my stomach ind i didnt feel right with a ghetto boy...i told him i nvr wantd to tlk to him ever again nd he took it kinda well but i culd tell he wus hurt..but anyway after a month or so i see him in a store nd wen i get ome we strt tlkin again nd i remember wut i felt wen i wus in love...i need a boyfrend rite now i just do..nd i dont kno but shuld i go back to bein with him and feelin tht way even to its not comfortable for me and tht im totally unsure??